BirthMom Buds

The First Visit
by Jenn M.
I visited you for the first time last week.
I couldn't have been more excited
But I was so nervous and so unsure.
Would everything be ok?
Would people ask questions?
What if someone made the connection?
What if I said the wrong thing?
What if I couldn't leave?
Your parents are such great people.
They let me hold you,
And hug you,
And love you,
A much as I wanted.
I helped change you,
And dress you.
And feed you
Everyday.
The visit was perfect.
We took pictures,
We talked,
We laughed,
I cried;
Just perfect.
Would everything be ok?