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Waiting On God: A Birthmom's Hope
by Michelle
There was a time when I was full,
Full of life from within
It felt like forever but went so fast
Some say I should let it lie in the past
But how can I?
It was my heart that tore
When I handed him over through that door
For a moment I turned to look,
For my pain it shook
My soul from within.
I know they will love him
I think this is right
But this pain keeps me up at night,
Wondering if, how, when
I will ever see him again?
Will he understand
It was not my hand
That pushed him away
It was God’s plan
So I opened my hand.
I hope I pray
That on that day
My heart will be repaired
From all its pain
To share a single breath as one heart beats
No one can separate
A mother and her son,
Between us now is time and space
But I can still see his tiny face
It beams with life, joy, and peace.
God had a plan
A plan to repair
My soul from despair
I will rest for now
God will show me how
To wait on Him